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Heavy Heart

by Dwin, The Stoic

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1.
Verse 1: Are you the one up in the clouds? The one they sing the songs about Are you the one they call the king? Are you the one who’ll take my soul? When I am off this earthly road Are you the one the angels sing to? Chorus: And for what it’s worth I’ve tried living my best life I’ve held on to love with all my heart And when this is over I hope I’ll come to ya And ask you these questions myself Verse 2: Are you the one who made the grass? Why did you make my heart like glass? Each time I fall in love it breaks to pieces Are you a he, are you a she? And is your skin so dark like me? Oh tell me does it even matter? Chorus: And for what it’s worth I’ve tried living my best life I’ve held on to love with all my heart And when this is over I hope I’ll come to ya And ask you these questions myself Verse 3: Why do we live to die? Do you even see the tears we cry? Not asking cos I doubt Just want to know what you’re about I pray that all of my good deeds are good enough Chorus: And for what it’s worth I’ve tried living my best life I’ve held on to love with all my heart And when this is over I hope I’ll come to ya And ask you these questions myself Outro: Are you the one?
2.
[Hook: Dwin, The Stoic]: I would like to see your face When the sun comes out at night I would like to see you soon My darling don't take flight Don't take flight [Verse 1: BarelyAnyHook]: 'Cos shit's been crazy The season's changing Can't freeze the frame 'cos I'm in the Matrix I might not be The One I can't embrace it Might need some saving And sins of David Got me talking up this chick whose basis is They ain't really dating they just making ends meet naked Bill payments ain't making sense Adding up Out of luck Bad enough It's catastrophic Past the subject Baby don't catch the bus yet Stand for something I vertigo, crash, you jump in Gas me up then laugh when I lapse in judgement Wear a mask in public It's got me on road like word Trapped inside my head got my lobes like brr Wrestle with the signal in a lifeline verse I put you before me but I might die first Shit, I think the zeitgeist heard [Hook: Dwin, The Stoic]: I would like to see your face When the sun comes out at night I would like to see you soon My darling don't take flight Don't take flight [Verse 2: Paybac]: Yeah I get why you woulda left Yeah I get but you shouldn'ta left When my stress put me under pressure I cracked like a piece of egg would Would give me head till I skipped a lecture Then I heard that you get a next one Loved me, me and my depression Can't tell where the hell we went wrong I give my all if you call me back My phone'll ring I get heart attack You better half and that's simple maths I don't know if it's too much to ask I text about it group call and chat Feel like night is coming please take me back [Hook: Dwin, The Stoic]: I would like to see your face When the sun comes out at night I would like to see you soon My darling don't take flight Don't take flight Don't take flight
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[VERSE 1: DWIN, THE STOIC] Take a glance at me And I’m sure you’ll see That I’d rather be here by myself I have walked these roads And I’m sure you know That I’d rather be left all alone Than be threatened in somebody’s home [HOOK: DWIN, THE STOIC] I have seen the worst of life I have walked so many miles Even when you hold my hand I still feel left alone I still feel left alone [VERSE 2: 3RTY] And it’s hard to see All the good you mean ‘Cos I’m used to fending for myself Writing all these bars Just my keys and guitar I would rather not become a star Than be threatened in somebody’s car [Chorus: 3RTY] I have seen the worst of life I have walked so many miles Even when you hold my hand I still feel left alone I still feel left alone [VERSE 3] [DWIN, THE STOIC] No one is too strong We all need to be loved We know the feeling And we are searching [3RTY] Though there is promise around The gold is yet to be found Until then we are still the lonely [Chorus: DWIN, THE STOIC] I have seen the worst of life I have walked so many miles Even when you hold my hand I still feel left alone I still feel left alone
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Of Us 04:22
VERSE 1: Don’t let me come undone Tell me I’m not alone Don’t mirrors tell the truth? Why don’t I see all I’ve been through? BRIDGE: You said you’d spend forever with me Somebody lied and it wasn’t me Oh how you took my will to live Somehow I’m here speaking of love My heart is praying to God above Oh cos you took all I could give CHORUS: And in the night I’ll stand With my heart in my hand and I’ll say What’s become of me? And in the day you’ll be here Lying in my bed and asking What’s become of me and you? VERSE 2: I made my heart your home A place to lay your head But your heart is made of stone And nothing grows there, it’s all dead You said oh… BRIDGE: You said you’d spend forever with me Somebody lied and it wasn’t me Oh how you took my will to live Somehow I’m here thinking of love My heart is praying to God above Oh cos you took all I could give CHORUS: And in the night I’ll stand With my heart in my hand and I’ll say What’s become of me? And in the day you’ll be here Lying in my bed and asking What’s become of me and you? What’s become of us?
5.
Happy Song 02:57
Verse 1: There's been a lot on my mind Since you left me here alone I tell myself I'll be fine Ignore the pain in my bone I wrote this song a while ago It had a happy melody I changed the words and made it slow Now you're not here next to me So... Chorus: Where are you? Where've you gone? It's hard to do these things alone I wrote these words to make you smile This was meant to be a happy song Verse 2: Called your phone a couple times I know you're not there but I try The doctor said you'd be fine Now I know that doctors lie I wrote this on my way to you To make you smile and make you laugh Until the day we meet again This song will be all I have Chorus: Where are you? Where've you gone? It's hard to do these things alone I wrote these words to make you smile This was meant to be a happy song Chorus: Where are you? Where've you gone? It's hard to do these things alone I wrote these words to make you smile This was meant to be a happy song
6.
Ghost 03:06
VERSE 1: I saw a ghost at midnight One that looked just like you Freckles on her face And eyes so big and blue When did you start to haunt dreams? When did you start to roam? Darling I put you inside the earth Never to roam again CHORUS: I’ve been up I’ve been down I’ve seen things all around But this one has me shook See I don’t pray a lot Heaven please hear my cry Let me see another day Let this ghost go away Let this ghost go away Yh yh VERSE 2: I’ve packed my bags, I’m leaving I can’t even get some sleep You’re everywhere I go The house is yours to keep Oh when did you start to haunt dreams? Oh when did you even die? Why’d you decide to haunt me? Oh darling please tell me why CHORUS: I’ve been up I’ve been down I’ve seen things all around But this one has me shook See I don’t pray a lot Heaven please hear my cry Let me see another day Let this ghost go away Let this ghost go away VERSE 3: I’m scared I will die If this ghost doesn’t leave me It’s a shame to admit But I’m scared I’m scared I will die If this ghost doesn’t leave me It’s a shame to admit But I’m scared CHORUS: I’ve been up I’ve been down I’ve seen things all around But this one has me shook See I don’t pray a lot Heaven please hear my cry Let me see another day Let this ghost go away
7.
VERSE 1: My dear I must say goodbye Cos loving is not by force Remember you said to me It’s no longer ‘me’ it’s ‘us’ The heart I gave you is not The one that you returned This one has holes and it’s broken It won’t love again BRIDGE: Now I’m so So done I need some peace of mind And as for you You’ve won The twisted game you play So I say CHORUS: Pack your load To where they sent you from If they ask you Tell them you did not find my house Shebi you’ve done what they sent you to My heart is broken There’s nothing to do Oya pack your load And go back to where they sent you from Where they sent you from VERSE 2: My dear I must tell you something You really fell my hand Cos when we started this something This was not the plan You said that I shouldn’t worry That he was just a friend But now it’s him that you’re loving Ozi otua ka i si eme BRIDGE: Now I’m so So done I need some peace of mind And as for you You’ve won The twisted game you play So I say CHORUS: Pack your load To where they sent you from If they ask you Tell them you did not find my house Shebi you’ve done what they sent you to My heart is broken There’s nothing to do Oya pack your load And go back to where they sent you from Where they sent you from REFRAIN: (Pack your load Pack your load Pack your load Oya pack your load) x2 CHORUS: (Pack your load To where they sent you from If they ask you Tell them you did not find my house Shebi you’ve done what they sent you to My heart is broken There’s nothing to do Oya pack your load And go back to where they sent you from Where they sent you from) x2
8.
[VERSE 1: DWIN, THE STOIC] Somebody loved me once And I think they really cared But somewhere along the line I found that someone left me alone The nights are longer now And I just sit and stare And think of the times That somebody held me And I held someone too [BRIDGE: DWIN, THE STOIC] So if you really love someone Hold them, hold them And if you’re lucky They’ll hold on to you Oh to you cos [Chorus: DWIN, THE STOIC] Love is a game of cards And we all play to win We get dealt different hands But sometimes we give in And the lonely ones Hold losing hands And I am one of them Oh I’m a loser in this game called love Said I’m a loser in this game called love CHANT: Loser Loser [VERSE 2: DAVINA ORIAKHI] Maybe I don’t know how to play Cos I make the same mistakes If you find a good thing You won’t let him go Oh no Unrequited love wasn’t far-fetched I, on the other hand Did not expect to lose this game Again again again o [BRIDGE: DAVINA ORIAKHI] If you really really love somebody Make you hold them o And if you’re really really lucky (lucky) They won’t let you go [Chorus: DWIN, THE STOIC] Love is a game of cards And we all play to win We get dealt different hands But sometimes we give in And the lonely ones Hold losing hands And I am one of them Oh I’m a loser in this game called love Said I’m a loser in this game called love CHANT: Loser Loser [VERSE 3: DWIN, THE STOIC & DAVINA ORIAKHI] I never never win But I want to win with you But why love go do me like this Do me like this [Chorus: DWIN, THE STOIC] Love is a game of cards And we all play to win We get dealt different hands But sometimes we give in And the lonely ones Hold losing hands And I am one of them Oh I’m a loser in this game called love Said I’m a loser in this game called love CHANT: Loser Loser
9.
[VERSE 1: DWIN, THE STOIC] The days go and I cry I’m quite sure I’m not meant to live this life Without you by my side I hear you when I wake But I know That you’re much too far away There’s no on here to confide in All these things That I hold on to my heart They will make me mad someday But until then Here’s what I’ll say [Chorus: DWIN, THE STOIC] Goodbye to Lagos nights Goodbye to sunny days Goodbye to all the things we said Oh no it’s over Goodbye to all we had All those plans we made Oh it’s the end of an era Why’d you have to go [VERSE 2: JAMAL SWISS] Wait Is this real? I am all alone? Like if I call You’ll never pick the phone again? I don’t get it I ain’t ready Come back and you can go when I’m ready Shit – I’m never ready But you know this I need notice And even when you give me one I still blow it So why the hell would you leave me without a notice Ugh I’m sorry You taught me well not to raise my voice Talk sharp, all the chairs turn Winning ain’t about high notes But right now my faith is baritone My faith need a fix. I need help Bring back an afterlife t-shirt Then it’s fixed. Don’t leave first You still never told me your passcodes I kept tryna get in but I failed still We really should have taken more videos These pictures don’t show your killer moves And how we used to run just to get to food Swo! Was our the ghetto mood Your smile was my moon to my dark night These days I’m alone- an Allen night [Chorus: DWIN, THE STOIC] Goodbye to Lagos nights Goodbye to sunny days Goodbye to all the things we said Oh no it’s over Goodbye to all we had All those plans we made Oh it’s the end of an era Why’d you have to go
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[HOOK: DWIN, THE STOIC] I say prayers For those who cross my path I forgive some And others I do not Tread carefully When you see me here Or else heaven will get another one I’ll send another one [VERSE 1: GIDO] Hey God (Hey God) Sup my G? Niggas really out here testing me Cos I been living on a new wave of modesty And they be thinking they can get away with stressing me Listen; Last week I was walking home When I saw these lil niggas with a black mask on And they came up to me with a blade in hand Asking me; hey nigga where your wallet son?! (Do you believe that?) Now I really got a problem with robbing people But these young Gs are so damn disrespectful I mean this nigga really called me son And he probably even younger than my desert eagle So I pulled up what I got and I let em know That you gotta learn to respect whether out or home And I didn’t hesitate just to hit it home Now their brains’ in the end of my roscoe [HOOK: DWIN, THE STOIC] I say prayers For those who cross my path I forgive some And others I do not Tread carefully When you see me here Or else heaven will get another one I’ll send another one [VERSE 2: VADER] Dear God can you hear me? Man we gotta talk All these haters wilding Swinging blows It’s hard to duck Try to jump in my path What they don’t know is I’m minutes away from adopting Most of the laws of Moses Nigga it’s an eye for an eye If I get paid, be an eye for a Naira Word to Lulu Homie it’s a bloodbath where I’m concerned Whether out in the streets or in concert Lone ranger, I don’t need your help In a league of your own You just played yourself Nigga tread softly If you a flame, you playing if you tryna engulf me You niggas can’t touch me [HOOK: DWIN, THE STOIC] I say prayers For those who cross my path I forgive some And others I do not Tread carefully When you see me here Or else heaven will get another one I’ll send another one [OUTRO: DWIN, THE STOIC] I'm warning you You better watch your back Be careful don't you ever cross my path I'm warning you You better watch your back Be careful don't you ever cross my path
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[VERSE 1: DWIN, THE STOIC] Take a glance at me And I’m sure you’ll see That I’d rather be here by myself I have walked these roads And I’m sure you know That I’d rather be left all alone Than be threatened in somebody’s home [HOOK: DWIN, THE STOIC] I have seen the worst of life I have walked so many miles Even when you hold my hand I still feel left alone I still feel left alone [VERSE 2: 3RTY] And it’s hard to see All the good you mean ‘Cos I’m used to fending for myself Writing all these bars Just my keys and guitar I would rather not become a star Than be threatened in somebody’s car [Chorus: 3RTY] I have seen the worst of life I have walked so many miles Even when you hold my hand I still feel left alone I still feel left alone [VERSE 3] [DWIN, THE STOIC] No one is too strong We all need to be loved We know the feeling And we are searching [3RTY] Though there is promise around The gold is yet to be found Until then we are still the lonely [Chorus: DWIN, THE STOIC] I have seen the worst of life I have walked so many miles Even when you hold my hand I still feel left alone I still feel left alone
12.
[Verse 1] Just in case I don't return Sing a song for me Make the lyrics sweet And sing a soft melody If my soul gets lost at sea Say a prayer for me Raise your hands to heaven And pray they let me in [Hook] If I told you I'm not scared Oh I lied, oh I lied If I said my heart was steel It's all lies, all lies 'Cos the cost of being brave Is far too much for me If I told you I'm not scared Oh I lied, oh I lied [Verse 2] Just in case my lover leaves Build a cage for me I'll put my heart inside it And I'll never let it flee Oh if the sky falls down today Let me hold your hand And let me stay beside you As the sea eats the land [Hook] If I told you I'm not scared Oh I lied, oh I lied If I said my heart was steel It's all lies, all lies 'Cos the cost of being brave Is far too much for me If I told you I'm not scared Oh I lied, oh I lied [Hook] If I told you I'm not scared Oh I lied, oh I lied If I said my heart was steel It's all lies, all lies 'Cos the cost of being brave Is far too much for me If I told you I'm not scared Oh I lied, oh I lied If I told you I'm not scared Oh I lied, oh I lied
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Verse 1: Remember when we were kids Those days of skies so blue Remember when we played games And the world wasn’t yet so cruel Remember when I lost you once When I let go of us yh yh Remember how I felt when you left And my heart tore into two Bridge: And now we are at crossroads Do we stay or do we go We have a chance to say hi or goodbye tonight Please don’t say goodbye o Chorus: Baby won’t you come and stay the night with me It might be the last time we see baby Won’t you rather take a chance, than have regrets Cos I’m sure it’s the last time we’ll see so Stay the night with me With me Verse 2: We don’t have to talk much We’ll do a thing or two Yes I know what you’re thinking And yes, we’ll do that too See you’re leaving tomorrow Tonight is all we have Don’t say that you don’t miss me Oh please don’t make me laugh Bridge: And now we are at crossroads Do we stay or do we go We have a chance to say hi or goodbye tonight Please don’t say goodbye o Chorus: Baby won’t you come and stay the night with me It might be the last time we see baby Won’t you rather take a chance, than have regrets Cos I’m sure it’s the last time we’ll see so Baby won’t you come and stay the night with me It might be the last time we see baby Won’t you rather take a chance, than have regrets Cos I’m sure it’s the last time we’ll see so Stay the night with me With me

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